So, I don’t even know now how many days its been since I’ve gonna a good nights sleep. It feels like a distant memory as of now. I can’t understand why these patterns happen. Not being able to sleep is such torture. Being so tired, but no matter what you can’t seem to find sleep. It feels like it’s hiding from me, like a scared puppy alone in an alley way. Luckily, I have a doctors appointment to try and figure out some kind of solution. Hopefully, we can find one because I honestly don’t know how much longer I can hold onto my sanity.
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Sometimes I wonder to myself, where or what would I be doing if I didn’t have Felcon. The answer, simply put, I wouldn’t be in such a good place as I am now. Without Felcon, I wouldn’t have the motivation to go back to school, or try as hard for a job. I would still be living in a house where It’s so tense. He is my world, and my motivation to keep moving. Before I had him, I really had no motivation for much of anything, I was constantly depressed. Yes, my depression is still there and honestly, always will be, but I have a reason to fight back and try to keep it at bay. I am so happy to have him in my life. He is honestly the best thing to ever happen to me. Never have I regretted him, or give him up. I don’t know what I would do if I ever lost him.
I’m new to this blogging world. I’m not even sure who is even going to read this or if anyone is really going to care about what I write. I know I am interested in blogging but just not sure what to write about or anything. Tips please? Friends? Something.
